I just dont know why but after having my mind refreshed when going to MYL birthday party, I feel so uneasy at home. It just like I dont get a friendly athosphere here.
I’ve tried so hard to erase this damned feeling and wish that the burden in my heart dissapear. It just too hard to do that because I never really had it lost. Well, I will just simply let it all flow and dont push my mind to forget and forgive. I dont need any acceptance from both of them. I just too tired to ask and wish. So now, I want to life my live regardless of people’s acceptance.
Saa, matta ashita.. Jaa nee